Insomnia

But I’m content with this Sugar Ray song. What am I thinking about? How I had a month to get in bikini shape and now it’s only a little over 2 weeks and I haven’t started. I wouldn’t have a care in the world if I didn’t do anything; I just really enjoyed how I looked this past summer. I bought the boyfriend red swimming trunks from American Apparel today. He had them and lost them last summer. I would say I was being nice but in reality I just love how he looked in them, so they were a must. I watched some romantic comedy on Netflix with Mandy Moore. Yes, I cried for like 1 minute during the middle because her mother found out about an affair her father had 25 years prior and decided to get a divorce and he was devastated (no, she actually wasn’t too devastated besides wanting a divorce). He never tried anything new and was afraid of planes but then he decided to book a trip to Thailand to make her happy. Anyways, I’m also thinking about my thesis and the problems I’m having with it and how I have things that need to get done before I go on vacation because they are due as soon as I come back. Oh and I’m thinking about how I really like my internship and I think I’ll learn lessons about parenting that I’ll carry with me. I put workout clothes on to go to sleep—this is with the false sense of hope that I’ll wake up and work out. I ate a lot of fish today in sushi and herbed salmon form. My next thought deserves a separate post.

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