April 2012
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I want chicken nuggets. I just baked cookies.
I think I have left over rice and beans. I just want to eat. Everything.
March 2012
Thanks to everyone for the kind words.
What am I even doing?
I could read. or clean the bathroom. or order something to eat.
I don’t feel like doing anything. I cry in bouts then it stops and I feel numb again.
I only cry when people tell me they are sorry. Why is that? It’s like somehow from their words, I see the sadness I should be feeling, and then it comes.
I laughed a lot when I talked to my mother about it. Why is that? It...
You're 2,244 miles away.
There. I cried.
Now I know I’m human.
I only managed to shed one tear.
I don’t know who to talk to.
Or how I am supposed to feel.
I always pictured this moment.
I ran the scenario over and over again in my head.
I always came up with different possibilities.
I think I pictured it this way.
It makes me wonder about myself.
I feel the shivering coming on.
My body temperature is dropping.
It is easier to be...
Thoughts
I want to go furniture shopping. I don’t need furniture. I’m not moving until August. That’s irrelevant. I’m developing these ideas for designing a living room and I want vintage furniture. This would take months to put together because I’d like to go out and find each piece myself. Ikea, I am so done with you.
There are a lot of cards on the table. I think I need...
This morning: Jack Johnson. I woke up feeling so sad as a result of dreams. He said “They are just dreams.” I tried repeating that to myself as well. It’ll all go away once I get busy with something. That feeling when you can’t wait to wake up in order to start whatever you have that day. I miss that feeling. I always feel like I’m gonna get an early start on my day...
Sometimes I think we listen to love songs and try to fit people into them. I don’t know what the problem is. The people we choose. Or the love songs we’re listening to.
“No matter how you died through winter, in spring you’re born again. Your life...”
– Kevin Barnes (via experiencethewarmth)
Dear Blackhead,
It’s time for you to stop living in my nose.
You don’t pay no rent here.
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Movie suggestions?
On Netflix?
“You’ll meet her. She’s very pretty, even though sometimes she’s sad for many...”
– Pan’s Labyrinth (via lesbian-obsession)
I loved this movie.
Back to being me.
I saw the hunger games last night
I wasn’t feeling it too much. It was somewhat entertaining. I bet I’d have more love for it if I read the books, but I didn’t.
I don't know. Too many things on my mind.
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Why don't I know how to say no to females?
Here’s what I get practice at every day in the street:
“Yo ma what’s good”, “Hey shorty, you got a man?”, “Damn beautiful, can I get that number?”
My answers are pretty routine. If I get a compliment, I say thank you and keep moving. Yes I do have a man and no you can’t get that number. I match my politeness and smiles to how respectful the...
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179 Reasons Why Being A 90's Girl Rocked Our... →
Omg! I literally shit myself all over this list. They hit everything—the fashion, music, books, celebrities, TV shows. I haven’t started feeling old until recently talking to my boyfriend’s 14 year old sister and realizing she has no idea about any of the shows or stuff I played with as a kid. She didn’t know Lisa Frank!!! Okay, I’ll stop rambling.
It's so nice out? Why am I still sitting inside?
Oh, because I’m dying.
“Work like you don’t need the money, love like you’ve never been hurt and dance...”
– Randall G. Leighton (via moonandthesky)
There's so much I need to get straight
I’m not even complaining about it. I’m just not fully in anything I’m doing and it’s starting to feel a little empty. There’s some passion bubbling up inside of me. I just have to channel it to the right place.
Maybe after my internship I’ll go sit somewhere outside and ponder the world
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First world problems
I bought the prettiest of nail colors and don’t have time to paint my nails before my internship because…I want to go get food first.
My Yesterday
planned to do a million productive things for class
went to the library
spotted a friend and chatted with her for 15 minutes
text with my boyfriend about how nice the day was
we both ditched our responsibilities
walked through high line park
went to Jamba Juice and got a huge cup of goodness
walked a good mile or more from there to a sushi restaurant
went to the movies and saw 21 Jump...
Spring!
Did Winter ever get more than a cameo?
Some fun procrastination with statistics
It is the 12th week of the year
12/52 = 23% of the year 2012 will have passed by next Sunday morning
That is a little over 1/5 of the year
That means the time you’ve spent since January, 5 times over..will get you to 2013
What have you done with this primary 1/5th? What will you do with the rest of the 4/5ths?
There must be some way of merging both the 200+...
But all my reading is on PDF. Currently calculating if printing quota is more economical than purchasing the damn book.
So much to do today
So far, I’ve made breakfast, stuffed my face and read a chapter of my book. It’s time to start business.