May 2009
the monthly devil
speakerboxx:
is just around the bush.
let’s wave hi to the moodswings and the chocolate bars that await to be demolished.
lmao, sorry, i thought “around the bush” was hilarious.
“love me now”
– and leave me never.
Job Hunt Today
please hire me.
“However good or bad a situation is, it will change.”
Watchbadass-senorita:
desluvulongtyme:
mysscandace:
MUSIC VIDEO: BEYONCE - “EGO“
killing it once again!
I dig it.
ilike.
I’m kind of tired of her, 3 dancer—leotard wearing routine. But I do like her hair.
firefairy
That’s awesome =] haha, there are some non-nerds.. though, I’m pretty nerdy on the inside. What school are you going into? I’m H&SS even though most of my stuff is science (long story). I’ll be a junior next fall.
Yesterday I felt so old
I was standing awkwardly in the basement of my friend’s house, chaperoning her little brother’s prom after party. Staring at high school seniors rolling blunts and eagerly waiting for Svedka shots. The freshmen, who I lead in Peer Leadership in high school kept pouring down the steps, digging into their pockets for cash to pay up for their drug fix. Weird.
Walk That Path, Again
The first time I met your soul,
we took a walk.
Looking back I feel as though
that night,
we traced a map through the streets of this town.
A map that would later mirror the path we
took in our lives.
I would playfully leave you a few blocks behind
certain that it would give you the view you needed
to decide that you should
(without a doubt)—-be mine
You let me decide
at...
That Summer
That summer
we laughed
until the aching corners of our mouths
begged us to be serious
pulling up to the ice cream store
we exited with cones
held loosely on one hand
free to twirl for the ease of
our tongues eagerly chasing the sprinkles
around a vanilla swirl
stopping only to mourn
for the few that escaped the taste
of our mouths
That summer
we danced with the breeze that teased...
Your Hair
I’m walking
slowly making my way through a field.
The sun has set many paces back,
casting a midnight shadow beneath my feet.
The ground is soft beneath me.
I can feel its thickness as I dig into it.
My pace has become a slow hum rhythm,
sinking and rising at the mercy of the earth
—I tread on
I take my time as I wander
hoping to take a satisfactory memory of this...
First day
of summer Chem class at BCC was yesterday. Easy peasy and I have a friend in class which makes things ten times better. The teacher is sarcastically funny—just my type of humor. I think BCC is pretty—maybe because its summer and the grass is all out and vibrant. A lot of people make it sound like hell—I make my school sound like hell and when people visit it they tell me they...
Woo =)
Research in Psychology : A
Research Methods in Cognitive Psychology : A
Advanced Chinese II : A
Modern Bio : B
I distinctly remember
asking you to let me know which of the two intentions you had,
and instead of answering me like I thought you would, you said “Ok, I’ll let you know”.
Homie. Don’t. Play. That.
“Yo soy asi, asi seguire, nunca cambiare.”
– Thalia ; A Quien Le Importa
The greatest thinkers of the world,
are not famous because they spoke of what other people thought—they are recognized for telling their own thoughts, and believing firmly in their own truth.
“What I must do, is all that concerns me, not what the people think.”
– Ralph Waldo Emerson
Yesterday
a friend told me how much I meant to them, and I realized that sometimes you forget what you mean to people. He said, “When you change someone’s life, the way you changed mine, you can’t just walk away after that”. pause.
I’m going to remember that, safe to say—forever—in everything I do. I plan to change many things and many lives, and I think many...
This morning
Mom: Aw, mi princessa is up!
Me: No. I'm just up to pee. Don't talk.
Mom: Oh.
Damn, I'm grumpy in the AM.
Oh shit,
I just realized something I thought happened was a dream. lmao, oh mann.
I need to get focused
on me.
I've been gone
because last week I got back home from school and I had things to do.
But I find that I lose many of my thoughts when I don’t write them down.
Oh no!
My Tumblarity dropped to 43.
Which means I’m having fun in the outside world. Good shit.
I need to pack
up this whole apartment and take it to Teaneck, NJ.
» I absolutely hate packing. =( It makes me stressed.
Ladies, YOU MUST
read Act Like A Lady, Think Like A Man - Steve Harvey
It’s surprisingly insightful.
Currently reading:
Act Like A Lady, Think Like A Man - Steve Harvey
“Power, time, gravity, love. The forces that really kick ass are all invisible.”
– Cloud Atlas, David Mitchell (via firefairy)
“2 days ago I went to Cheesecake Factory and ordered a slice of Dulce de Leche...”
– No wonder it took me 3 days to eat. I want another slice. =)
S: well... I might chill with your best friend in Pittsburgh. BEAT THAT!
V: lol. I don't need to beat you baby, I'll always join you.
V: Except ROUND 3!
S: Hm. And here I was thinking you always want to beat.
V: LMFAO, Ohhhhhhhh Saskia
V: I tried not to take it there but thats why I love you.
V: You're already there like, what took you so long?
S: basically.
“Just a minute,” says the beggar. “I’m not looking for a...”
I'm going
keensta:
To the THS Dance Ensemble show. I miss being in the dance academy :( For REAL dancers. I hated going to PC and taking that stupid-bullshit wanna-be dance class where people didn’t even fucking know how to plie right.
I’m debating putting up a video of this choreography I put together for another show… But I’m shy!
DO IT! I wanna see. =)
Good Morning
I accidentally tossed my soap out of the shower, panicked to go get it, slipped in the tub, panicked and grabbed onto my towel—it fell into the water, and I fell out of the tub anyway—knocking down all my bottles along the way.
Good Morning! =)
“According to U.S Business Weekly, Carnegie Mellon ranks number one for most...”
– boooo.
I love it (from that commercial) →
The shit's gotta hit the fan sometime.
I don’t know why I even considered your feelings at all.
“He said, ‘Come to L.A, I’ll treat you real nice’ Ha!”
– These CMU asians are outta control.
MmmMmm
Dulce de Leche leftover cheesecake from Cheesecake Factory.
Delicioso!
Sigh
S: One day, I want to dance with you--all romantic grownup like.
V: You know how?
S: Well..
S: You didn't have to kill my dream with that.
Geek
I really like biology. Why am I having so much fun studying?
Invictus
Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the PIt from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menance of the years
Finds, and shall find...
